Interesting Thoughts

Hmmm have u all ever wondered wad would happen if one day u woke up to find me gone? i really wonder wad it'll be like.... I mean i feel at times that i am taken for granted... am i? do u, my friends take me for granted? do u darling? wad if one day u were to wake up without me in your lives? would it make a difference? wad diffy would it make? just another fat guy gone right? just another person less in the circle of friends. its not as if i am of great importance... i dun even know why i'm here... was it to make someone's life better? was it to make a diffference somewhere to somebody? i dunno... i feel useless and redundant in this world... its like as if i shouldn't be here. like i'm a generation too early or too late... i just dun see a point of why i'm here... wad is my purpose? besides in my time here on earth, wad have i accomplished? wad have i done? how have i bettered another's life? cos all i have brought are problems and hurt... so wad exactly is the point of my existence? will anybody truly miss me when i'm gone? will you even notice? somehow i doubt so... maybe one day i'll realy just disappear, just to see if anybody notices... but how? i dunno... maybe take a trip outta the country, maybe i'll migrate unknowingly? hmmm maybe i'll just get hit by a car? not that the last one will be intentional, i've played chicken with cars and bikes before, not exactly the nicest exprience in the world... oh wells, till the next time i blabber, ciao!