I'm feeling dead tired now. Yesterday, hit the gym with Gabriel, den went fishing at Bishan Park, caught zilch. Den went home, had dinner and went fishing agian at Changi, caught zilch. Felt tired after gym and all den Gabe and Dada came over, slept at 5 am, woke up at 11:30 am!!!! Almost died of a heart attack. We had missed the last morning mass. So Gabe and I sent Dada off at compass, den went to meet Joe and the rest for lunch. After lunch, went to church for server's meeting and after that proceeded to wreck more pain upon my already strained body, went for Soccer! YEAH! Finally, an outlet for all the emotions I've had to pen up! It felt good when it lasted, but the pain i physically feel now is still dwarfed by the pain within my heart and soul... Why? I tried so hard to be the one to be there for you... To be the one you can share everything with, you promised we'll still keep close and share, I just hope this is true. Cos soon you'll be really busy, and as for me... i guess i'll be alive somewhere, but never truly living. Window for me is higher and smaller still... If only the hands of time can be turned back... so many more possibilities, so many more... Yeah, thanks for the memories too...