Back again

Good Lord is been like bloody ages since i'v updated.... guess haven't had the time and just too lazy... hahas... anyhows my life in SP is pretty fun and well been slacking loads la! hmmm not a good thing i know but hey everybody's a slacker once in a while right? haha. yeah now i'm in tennis but haven't had bloody training in frigging ages! haiz! so bloody pissed! okok well its been tests la thats why. Hmmm dunno why, but everytime my darling, who's studying in NP btw, goes for dance or even mentions it, i feel a tinge of jealousy and a little or should i say very insecure... maybe its cos i know i'm not that great a guy and i'm fat and all, but sheesh it gets scary when my mind begins to wander off into thoughts that frighten me even more. but enough of that shit! been crying over that bloody f*ing nonsense for too damn long! haiz.... oh well got lotsa shit to do so yeas cya! ciaoz! and take care! btw i have a cold sore on my lip and it blody f*ing hurts! guess my mouth's too dirty haha!