What I truly feel, right now, at this very second...

Alas it is Over, Alas i fell.
I fell from heaven to Hell.
Now my battered Soul,
Wishes for a hole,
Deeper and darker,
Than any man-made well.

I will never be,
The guy all of you used to see.
Just a shell and shadow,
Of my former proud and jovial self.

Do not fret, Do not dispair,
I have yet to fully dissappear.
Now my heart, rots in anger.
My soul, in hate.
Lucky we didn't last Longer.
Cos then I'd truly feel pure hate!

Hate for empty promises,
Hate for feelings of emptyness.
Hate for things I had done,
Hate for things that I had Said.
Now numbness takes over,
As life drians from my veins.

I just pray, That the Lord may,
Hopefully one fine day,
That in somehow and someway,
Bring us back together, one day...
As for this sad day,
This is all i have to say.
Say goodbye Dear all,
To the Boy you once knew,
Say hello Dear all,
To the man who'll forever remain blue...