Saturday, March 18, 2006

update

In all adversity, there is hope, in all darkness, light and yes even in death, there is life... to all who read this, never give up hope on life and on yourself. How strong you are, is how strong you percieve yourself to be. If weak is how you see yourself, then weak you shall be. But for those who feel weak, come seek God and he shall give you comfort and strength.

I know losing somebody close to you is hard, particularly if you've known that person your whole life, but death has yet to claim victory over them for they are alive in you! No matter how much you think that they've left, they are never really gone, not as long as the love you have for them still burns within you!

Darling, thanks for friday, the time spent with you was, is and will always be cherished and remembered. Sweetheart, in all these many months that we've spent in love, not one day amongst them have i ever regretted. In fact, waking up everyday knowing that you love me is good enough a reason to keep me alive and wanting to see tomorrow. Everything we've shared these past months has been beautiful, even the sad and painful moments. Thanks for everything. Hopefully one day somewhere in the future will see us standing at the altar exchanging vows and spending the rest of our lives together.


Alright, lets see now, on wednesday i went fishin with Gabe Teo and Mark Ambrose, reached Lower Seletar Reservoir at about 230 pm and we fished till about 5. During that time only one fish was caught, by your's truly of course! haha =) And that fish is my first fish of the year! Gosh i miss the fight. But i miss you more darling! Thursday was rather uneventful, as was monday and tuesday, but friday was immensely enjoyable as i went swimming with my darling and then proceeded to spend some private time at my place after eating prata at casurina road. Then sent her home, all in all it was a great day and i hope more will follow. =) Well to all who are about to take their A levels, Good Luck, Godspeed and God Bless!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

back again

hello. long time no see guys! darling i miss you, love you, never gonna leave you! :) hmmm well much has happened in the timespan in which i've gone MIA. oh well o levels came and went. 1st yr with clarissa has come and gone too. now we're looking at our 17th month coming up soon. :) hmmm speaking of my sweetest darling, i ask all who read this to pray for her and her family as she had to let her daddy go not too long ago. at least we know he is back in God's company. he was a good, no, a great man! i really respect him. darling should u need anything, just tell me k? i'll do my best to help out. i love you!

and back on the topic of o levels, got 12 pts for L1R4 and 17 pts for L1R5. so ya am happy. got accepted into course and school of my choice. sadly won't be sharing school with my darling. but hey she'll be just down the road from me so it ain't too bad.

hmmm got rewarded with a new fishin reel and 500 bucks for good grades. so ya tts the cherry on the cake. but if theres one thing sweeter than that, it has to be that my darling and i are still very much in love. never thought we'd last this long, but i haven't any compliants nor regrets. i love her too much to brood over the pain and sad moments we've gone through.the only thing we can do is learn from them. but one thing is for sure, i intend to keep on loving my darling till the day God say's my time here on earth is done. and even after that, i'll still love her! sweetheart, i promise to love and honour you all the days of my life. really. tts wad i say now and i'll keep to it!

life's been really eventful. full of gains and losses. so yes, if u do consider yourself a friend of mine, please do what i've requested of u and thats to pray for my beloved girlfriend and her family to get by well after this serious emotional shock and loss. and pray that the good lord take his soul and give him eternal rest in heaven.


PS: love u sweetheart!